i just am. some things completely take me off guard. lack of love for others, for example, completely baffles me. yet, i know that is me 90% of the time. i wonder how many times my Father looks at me and is baffled at my actions. i can be very self-righteous sometimes until the Lord humbles me by giving a glimpse of my own life. Lord, change and move us! You are our only hope of change and our only way of loving the people around us.
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